Moments of blah

Calling "blah" a "rut" is one thing but doing something about it is another thing that gets redundant.

Being cheery is not my MO. Not saying I'm surly or overtly moody, but I have my moments of frustration so I have guarded optimism as my standard modus operandi.

I am not outright afraid of failure, I just don't want to wander into realms I'm not familiar and potentially damage prospects before having proper insight into proceeding towards new endeavors.

Again, I'm a cautious explorer rather than running into things like a modern Don Quixote.

Good intentions mean little when the only things in life that matter are results.

I've had a lot of failure with regards to pursuing gainful employment. I've changed my game plan over the years, but my results aren't getting much better. 

I try not to get hung up on things beyond my control. Life isn't always fair, but life is what you make of it.

I am very fortunate to have the wonderful family that I have. Circumstances being what they are, I have no regrets for I already have all that I truly need.

It's easy to feel underwhelmed by the commercialization of life as depicted on television. Television isn't real, but rather it is pulp fiction derived from concentrated perception of happiness of the most shallow variety.
Regardless of the image quality, television is nothing beyond two-dimensional when it comes to emotional depictions due to the detached voyeur element of being a non-participating viewer.

Social media has come to fill that void in some ways, but what has come of it?