feeling old and meh

Periodically, I get the notion to be social. I used to keep track of people that I cared to have in my life, but they generally moved on and I didn't get around to having closure. Facebook is not something I enjoy. Too much sharing, for instance:  hysterectomies...
So disappointed with people in general. Am I that bad?
Boredom. Avoiding obsessive actions is hard.
Very annoyed, but I expected as much given my lack of immediate hope for meaning beyond purgatory that is my meh of the moment.