I hardly call my current situation a rut, but yet I find myself lacking motivation in the morning to tackle the day. I got up at noon today. I was up late, but nothing to merit so much sleep. I am frankly surprised that I was allowed to sleep so much. J and the kids were on their way out the door to Target, regardless.
Not sure what I normally do, but I usually am motivated to get up to look at job postings whether in the paper or online. I'm at the point that I know that being excited about job prospecting gets as far as applying for things later.in the day or week. Meh.
I'm not saying I'm indifferent to job hunting, I just happen to have a job which makes the need different. I had a half-court press going with regards to my applying for things. I wasn't cold calling or going about places and filling out random applications, but I was scouring the internet and various job boards for things a person such as myself could do. Frankly, I'm amazed I have the job I have, for it's nothing that anyone would associate with me. There are worse things.
Anyways, I got up at noon. The family left me. I ate their left over breakfast and wondered to myself what I felt like doing. The fish tank looked a little dirty, so I cleaned it. I put on some Pavement and scrubbed the sides of the tank then siphoned a few gallons of water as I cleaned the rocks. I have been mindful of the tank since our Betta has been living towards the top, but he's gotten better. That fish has been close to death a couple times, so I'm not sure if he'll completely recover or not.
J bought me a coffee grinder. I had text her to look at them since I got a bag of beans from my mechanic that didn't remotely grind in our food processor. Good coffee, but it's decaf. I doubt that the lack of caffeine is my adversary with regards to being motivated int he morning. I simply think I 'm mentally adjusting.
I was productive today. In addition to getting the tank cleaned, I got my hair cut and went to Sam's.
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