a year ago

I had a job interview back on November 1, 2019. Had a good feeling afterward. Had a long wait, before it was confirmed and could give 2 weeks notice, but it was worth it.

I mentioned yesterday my feeling down. I'm feeling better, just fat. My stomach isn't right in that I'm bloated or something causing discomfort. I really don't want to go outside in the meh weather, and the scale says I'm under 180lbs... so I'm less inclined. 

I've probably gained 20lbs in the last year.  FedEx kept me thinner. I've a thyroid problem, so whenever I have a weight gain, I have to consider the possibility of my medication needing adjusted. 

I haven't been too active since the pandemic hit in March...

Last time, I weighed 180lbs was when my thyroid condition was diagnosed, actually.

I don't think about my being "bipolar" or having a thyroid condition unless I'm feeling blah or fat.

I've been avoiding donuts and ice cream. I miss being able live on donuts, ice cream and nachos.